Now I finally understand what ma'am suyi meant by she hates it when someone plans something and she is expected to go with the plan. You all plan to fetch her and I am expected to go too. Seriously? I think I better skip cos welcoming someone back is supposed to be a happy thing but I got this feeling that my face will be black. Sigh... Travel all the way to the east... Total waste of time. But lucky celebrating van's birthday makes eveything more meaningful. Shit man... I think I am going to private my blog soon cos there are people who i don't feel comfortable letting them read my blog knows my blog already. Sian to the max!