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i think my studies had dropped so much compared to last year.
study already still can get c.
argh.
dont study.
worse come to worse, also can get b.
what is this?

love you guys. our hard work had paid off. (:

THE RACE IS REALLY CANCELLED.
argh.
my 40min is really wasted.

went to zhonghua leaders' invest today in the morning.
i didnt get to meet you but nvm anyway.
was shocked when this guy open the taxi door.
then i didnt wear stockings cos i found out there was a big hole.
and that stupid court shoes.
i fell down and sprained my ankle while walking down the stairs.
then cos of i not wearing the stockings.
i have blisters on my both feets now.
okay.
today when gg to the fourth level.
yingxin is funny.
i couldnt stop laughing.
'i am representing________________ and _________to get________'
then i very happy.
suddenly yingxin says she wants to puke.
so i know i had to laugh so that i wont make the 'vomiting sound'.
so dont ever say the words 'pirate ship', 'puke' and 'vomit' to me.
so i laughed and laughed.
even until 3rd level toilet, i also couldnt stop laughing.
chinese oral sucks la.
i didnt feel anything at all.
i was sleeping while waiting for my turn.
that is the power of history textbook.
so i woke up and talked crap.
i must be living in my dreams.
got to study...
i am going to chiong home tmr.
tsk.

respect.

why am i doing all these?
cant you see that i am like stressed???
really.
you asked me to be patient.
yeah. i know is for my own good but...
still, they just dont get what I mean.
do you think i actually want to do this?
can they even see my efforts or not?
why arent they cooperating?
is not as if that i want to be impatient.
you think i like spending my time to call everyone to clear their doubts?
argh.

YEAH.
I AM SO PISSED.
how could you just tell us that you not going for the marathon thingy now?
is so last min okay...
luckily i was able to persuade zu and azwyn to go.
if not it is really cancelled.
and, and!
i took 40 min of my precious time for sleeping
calling people for credit card and persuading ppl to go.

anw i am so dead so my english oral.
yeah. it sucks. and i know.
as in.... my language sucks la.
must read more man.
argh.
reading is just something i dislike.
anyway i got no choice since my english really is horrible.
must really study now for sci and hist.
i cant afford to do badly.
no as if i am like gg to go for ip.
i am gg through streaming.
and waihan, not wanhan. -.-'
you better meet the goals.
or you just prepare to die.
woo... i did 60 perfect pumpings.
okay, i am just too bored. ignored k?

JULENE IS SO PRO.
she can intercept so many goals.
i think got about 20 man..
without her, i think we wont win lor.

NIZA ALSO.
run everyway.
and throw so well.
good captain.

YING XIN.
pro at catching balls man.

IZZAH.
very good.
i dunno how to say.
just very good.

ELIQAH.
you should have stayed.
then can share the glory with us.
we may even gotten 1st you know?
cos you pro ma.

SONYA.
lucky got you.
if not izzah may be forced to continue.

HUISIAN.
very good at intercepting the ball.
yeah.

ZUNAIRAH.
throw so nice.
always not guarded.
so cool.

AZWYN.
should have choosen you for the vs one.

WAIHAN.
sucks at throwing balls la.

AIYA. everyone rocks.
julene very good. just like niza. lucky got both you.
GO NIKE.

CEDAR WON TWO 1st PRIZES and THREE 2nd PRIZES.
woo..

Racial Harmony Day 2008

I changed my blogskin.
i feel super sian.
look at geog notes more sian.

RHD 2008

Racial Harmony Day!
in the morning was horrible.
i was pissed.
hard time doing up the big words.
erm i think no one noticed them.
cant be bothered.
just a waste of time.

me, huisian, ying xin and izzah.

my hair was messy after apt.

argh.

SIRIUS NCOS.

not very well taken.

a bit blur huh.

but nvm.

eliqah you should have joined.

meant to be a squad photo.

but i dont understand why some ppl just have to rush back to class.

so yeah.

this is what we had.

missing ppl: niza, zunairah, azwyn, eliqah and fairuz.

no squad photo this yr.

you know what foong ying xin?

my mother says that you looked so matured.

unlike me. -.-

yeah. thats all.

those in my camera,

i shall find a day to post it.

cos my camera just went missing at homw.

ahhhh....

Haha.
i think i am so going to fail for geog since i am here.
got stuck to the computer.
some how i think that mosquitos at palau ubin are very pro.
there are like so many holes on my arms now.
ewww.
so ugly.

I found some photos in my handphone.
yeah.
overdued ones.

that was julene low at macs?

after the sana course..

that was like 23 june.

rosa trying to run away during music lesson.
we were suppose to download some erm... ring tones into our handphone.
i never knew that you were that shy.

National T&F.

That was PCs' and PSLs' hard work.
done under the hot sun.
and getting all those bugs' bites.

My sister's chocolate.

yum...
looks damn nice la.

erm...
why am i still here?
i should be studying for geog.
argh. geog.
so much to study.

woo...
i shall start to mug.
i finished that road signs thing,
sana,
cssp.
eliqah you better print it. (:
and my cutlery and trackpants.
it had been 2 weeks since atc. -.-

efforts.

source: julene's xanga

i laid that out and that were my hands. (:
from top left:
vijaya- your face is blocked.
vidhya- the guai guai prefect in primary sch.
yingxin- so cute.
eliqah- girly and not emo.
penguin- look the same.
izzah- you should be unsatisfied.
niza- long hair, no fringe.
zunairah- short styled hair. more styled than yx's current hairstyle.
dini- sorry. couldnt recognised.
ying zhen- no comments.
me!- cute right?
fairuz- no change.
jorina- no comments.
kashmira- very different from now.
julene- now prettier la. happy?
eveline- no fringe. very guai look.
huisian- cute.
glennis- the cute cartoon. haha. definitely change a lot.
hwee hoon- why you in cedar uni huh? unfair.
azwyn- now prettier. slim down already huh?
xueming- adorable.

sometimes i really dont understand why i am doing all this.
i hate all this stupid things that just waste my time.
what will i get in return?
i am not even doing things that i like to do.
i hate all these.
they just ruined my day, my life.
all this will only stop next month.
i cant stand it anymore.
i dont have the time to study now.
i dont want to do badly like my chinese ta.

something is making everything worse.
i am sick and tired.
why cant you co-operate?
dont make me scream at you.
you better get out.

leaders' investiture was okay.
parade was okay.
today was not okay.

sry i was just too bored.

worrying for friday.
how to polish boots when thurs had to stay back till 7pm for leaders' invest?
shit shit die die.
i think atc helped a lot. (:
now doing 37 perfect pumpings is nth.
i dont feel tired.
i know is like very little la but...
twinkles also.
25 each is okay.

ya.
must always consider others' thoughts and feelings.
hope this is not too late.

today's lesson quite slack.
first and second periods are TAs.
then maths. *sigh*
who was actually listening la?
oh ya got parvathy.
do my maths homework during maths period.
then free period.
recess.
ate a lot.
geog.
1st time in the term i was actually listening.
good job!
I dunno how to remain the position i had last year.
die already.
how to get top 10%?
sheesh.
i am worrying now.
lit was nice today.

jolene got in to vjc. (:
congratz. (:

my blogger got some problems.
problem editing my posts.
okay....
today was okay.
cannot stand mr ng's maths lessons.
talk to the board. lala.

I hope all that was not true. if it was, please, please, would you put a stop to it?

ate with nike just now at the hawker centre.
eliqah, azwyn, yingxin, sonya, julene.
they are so crap la.
full of crap.
sheesh.
i rmb something.
cssp.
die lor.
anw,
julene: I love his ______.
then i drinking and i feel the water go up to my nose.
and i cried.

I will get heart attack whenever they call 'CEDARIANS.'
I was trying hard to get back all my hours of sleep.
while going back to mainland, i slept on the ride home.
in pp macs after eating my upsized student meal.
on the bus home.
julene took a lot of unglam pics of me but i couldnt be bothered.
once reached home, bathed and slept until 9 pm. woke up eat dinner. the slept again from 10 pm to 12 noon.
lunch. watch tv. slept from 4 plus to 6 plus.

ATC

ATC IS OVER.

DAY 1

express yourself day.

i was wearing pt track.
was late for briefing. sheesh.
cos my father needed to fetch my sis to school cos of the rain.

early morning.

walk around looking extra.
went for duty. lalala.
someone was like:
'OMG' outside 1p.
and i gave her the wth look.
Do I look like a ghost floating around?
That scary meh?

went for lunch

ate cheese tofu, chicken and egg bowl and green apple drink.
sirius ncos came to cheer us on.
gave us the nike toothpaste but we didnt want to use them.

go hiking.

reached there and i was like. 'finally'.
and in the end i realised that we still need to walk to another campsite.

get into our groups.

ELIQAH WAS THE ONLY NIKE.

vijaya was the only one in group ten. i really pity her.

go pitch tent.

i was the ic and was with
(cedar) eliqah
(yuying) eileen
(zhonghua) xiao xing
(pl) kiran, siti
so peg peg peg. saw a blister.
i was like nvm later then report.
i cant just leave eliqah alone.
then my blister damn smart. burst.
it is the place that i had previously too.
so i only can go around to tie tent-guy loop.
eliqah go around to peg.
xiao xing's pegging very good. (:
every unit different tent guy loops.
went around asking ppl to tie butterfly.
the tension was bad.
but at least can last for two nights I happy liao.
i tried to pull up the guylines,
then the peg from the other group was interlocking with ours.
so i pull and pull.
my whole nail bend inwards.
got internal injury.
lol.
so inspection die.
must redo during dinner time.

dinner time.

went back with eliqah to tie guylines.
eliqah was dying but i just had to pull her there.

went back.

cook only one packet of instant noodle share with eliqah.
then after that went to report my blister.
eliqah follow.
later eliqah follow shean yun to report her cut.
she bleed like siao.
Damn scary.
okay night walk nth much.

debrief.

wacko.

HELIUM:
(cedar) me, eliqah
(pl) pearlyn, kiran
(st gabs) joseph, jie xing, kang lun (sth like that)
(yuying) edwin
(bartley) ruba, indra, hidir
(duman) terence, jay chou
(zhonghua) shean yun, zi jian
(maris) bryan, ming yang, vlademir, edmund.

i am better in remembering names than eliqah. HAHA.

time to sleep.

i sleep at the slope.
eliqah beside me and she was beside siti.

DAY 2

firedrill.

I woke up by all the noises.
some guys were late cos no one woke them up.
got knock it down.
roll on the ground. lalala.
i was like luckily i didnt change if not my shirt will get dirty again.

go back sleep.

thought that there will be another fire drill.
3 plus felt something hitting my tent.
i thought was birds' droppings.
then my face.
it was stones.
lucky my face not disfigured.
Eileen went out of the tent to check.
one of the stone was like the size of my handphone.
or should i call it a rock?
so then we talked and then blah blah.
I got nth better to do so I told Eileen that I would be going for yy leaders’ invest.
Then she was like ‘then you can see me in my uni.’
Then I told pl that their school very nice.
It is so nice and new lor.
talked about the badges we have.
Squad name and blah.
dunno why then too tired went back to sleep.

wash up.

5, woke up.
talked to nike.
okay pt was like very tiring but okay.
knock it down.
knock it down.
then roll roll the field.

breakfast.

eat biscuits lalala.

low ropes.

very fun.
then the maze.
then the shooting thing.
then kayaking was like thunderstorm so too bad.
got wet for nth.
my plaster dunno fly dunno where.
discuss our campfire item.

lunch.

edwin was nice, help us washed cutlery.

pioneering.

eliqah and i didnt get to touch the structure at all.
so we were suppose to find something to do.
did round lashings with st gabs.
un-tie.
tie, un-tie.
discuss the campfire thing again.
blah blah.
got a group cheer. (:

dinner.

nth much just eat like hungry ghost.

campfire.

i was dozing off.
i hold the light stick.
sway sway.
light stick drop still swaying my hand.
I smart huh?
thought that that would be the end of the day.
go back could sleep.

DAY 3

in the end the girls had to fall out and got pumped cos we changed in the tent.
my plaster was gone and my blister was really pain.
so i told maam that i wasnt feeling well.
she didnt believe.
i told her i got blister and i think she was really angry.
she thought that i act strong didnt report.
but i did.
joined the boys.
things were found lost.
got pump, rolled.

Debrief

responsibility.
we cleaned up the rubbish that the dogs ate.
finally i thought we could sleep.
in the end yingxin and fairuz: nike fall in. gather.
went to the road there downhill.
got pump girls' style.
then changed to boys'.
lucky no need to pump in that.
if not i might just roll down.
finally back to sleep.
samantha joined our tent.
was kicked out of the tent in the middle of the night.
half my back on the ground sheet, half on the grass.
thanks to eliqah good sleeping habits.
was really tired.

morning.

then suddenly ppl woke me up.
thought was fire drill.
but it wasnt.
woke eliqah.
me: eliqah. wake up. 5.20am already.
eliqah: huh? fire drill? (took bottle and ran)
me: no. wash up.
eliqah: oh. (put back bottle, touch her bag dunno do what)
me: eliqah, hurry.
eliqah: what time huh?
me: 5.20 i told you already what?
eliqah: oh. (went out of the tent, nth on hand)
me: dont need your toothbrush meh?
eliqah: oh ya.
then knock it down.

breakfast.

eat a lot cos don’t want to bring all back. Lazy.

unpitched the tent.

eliqah and i went take scissors.
eliqah sry i shouted at you while you cut the guylines.
was pissed.

then area clean up.

ours was the pioneering area.
Nth to pick one.
Help clean the tent sheets.
This boy forget who beside me got a very good rag.
Wipe once all clean liao.
So I didn’t do much actually.
Love his rag.

go back.

happy happy.
was really tired.

-22 ants/mosquito bites.
-5 cuts
-5 of which have pus.
-1 burst blister.
-1 internal injury on my finger.

-I miss my bed.
-I miss the air con.
-I miss my room.
-I miss nike.
-I miss HOME.

ATC WAS FUN.

ATC

I can see your efforts in painting the candles and the card. (:
They are nice. Thank you.
and the chocolates too. I am scared for ATC now.
I dont have the time to pack my things yet. sheesh.
tmr still got leaders' invest rehearsal, IPW and English advertisement.
haiz....

Went around the city area to just buy that FBT trackpants.
parkway, suntec and plaza sing.
I havent do my maths yet and maths is on the 1st period.
okay I didnt understand the new teacher's lesson.
I sleep through the whole lesson whenever he teaches. :/

I hope we didnt get you into trouble. really sorry.
had fun talking about christmas tree today. HAHA.
Now, I rmb something. I lost something so important!.
How could I? heart pain now.