sometimes i really dont understand why i am doing all this.
i hate all this stupid things that just waste my time.
what will i get in return?
i am not even doing things that i like to do.
i hate all these.
they just ruined my day, my life.
all this will only stop next month.
i cant stand it anymore.
i dont have the time to study now.
i dont want to do badly like my chinese ta.

something is making everything worse.
i am sick and tired.
why cant you co-operate?
dont make me scream at you.
you better get out.